[What follows is an adapted reprint of last year's 9/11 post]
In 1642, a Dutch ship owner named Bastiaen Van Kortrijk carried a group
of settlers to the newly-found colony of Nieuw-Amsterdam. In return for
helping to populate the new colony, he was awarded a land grant (or
Manor) in what is today called “The Bronx.” His descendents would marry
into the Corsa (or Corszen, or DeCoursey) family, another Dutch sea-faring family, who would occupy that
land until after the American Revolution, when it was divided and sold
off to pay debts (today these lands are better known as Fordham
University, the Bronx Botanical Gardens, and the Bronx Zoo.)
The early days of New Amsterdam reflected a spirit of tolerance and
diversity that was ground-breaking for its day. Within a decade of its
founding, 18 different languages were being spoken in New Amsterdam. The
Dutch, in fact, were a minority in their own colony, as Portuguese,
free Africans, Germans, French, English, Swedes, Hispanics, native West
Indians and Brazilians, Poles, and Bohemians settled the Colony...a far
cry from modern nativist cries for an “English-Only!” country. Unlike
the strict religious codes of Puritan New England, New Amsterdam
guaranteed religious freedom for all, making it a favored destination
for immigrating Jews and Quakers. And while the British Crown was
guaranteeing a monopoly on all trans-Atlantic Trade for the British East
India Company, free global trade was the norm for companies in New
Amsterdam.
It’s no wonder that New York Times editorialist Russell Shorto called
the people of New Amsterdam, the “UnPilgrims.” Tolerant, diverse,
liberal, and commerce-oriented, these people were the founders of New
York City…and are the deepest roots of my own family tree.
The Van Kortrijk - Corsa family and their descendents would live though
more than 350 years of New York history. They would serve as local
guides in George Washington’s army, as the first lithographers at South
Street Seaport during the Civil War, and as blacksmiths on the Hyde Park
Vanderbilt estate. Three centuries after landing on New York’s shore,
my father would be born – where else, but in New York City. He would
marry into another local New York family that had, in part, made its
mark operating speakeasies during Prohibition – The Riviera, The Chop
House, the Lafayette Grill – on Long Island’s south shore in the City of
Long Beach. I would be raised not far from there, in Baldwin Harbor,
growing up close to the bays and clam flats at a time when living near
the canals meant you were on ‘the wrong side of the tracks.’
Accordingly, we were known as “Harbor Rats” and “Clamdiggers.”
One of the most enduring institutions on Long Island – the center of
our social circle – were the volunteer Fire Departments. My
great-grandfather would serve as Chief of Long Beach; my grandfather,
Captain of Hose Company #1 in Baldwin; and my father, as Chief. My
Uncle would follow him as Chief, and my cousin remains, to this day, an
EMT in Brooklyn. The calendar of our lives was comprised of Parades (My
sister and I were both in the Fire Department Drum & Bugle Corps),
Tournaments, Department picnics and Christmas parties and installation
dinners – and punctuated by the anguish of knowing that loved ones were
in the middle of buildings aflame almost every day of the year. The
sound of the fire alarm put us all on edge in a way that is hard to
convey to those who have not lived with the daily risks to a
firefighter’s life.
And so it is in that life-context that I watched in horror as the World
Trade Center, one of the iconic symbols of New York City, began
collapsing on itself – and on the firefighters and fellow New Yorkers
trapped inside.
As one of my friends so poignantly reflected some weeks later in a
letter, “Not a single neighborhood on Long Island has been untouched.”
My best childhood friend would recount to me the horror of running
through lower Manhattan – having been late for his appointment at the
World Trade Center – as parts of bodies landed around him and on him.
My brother-in-laws' (Bill) family, all new york city residents and
workers, would take various routes home, including joining thousands
walking over the Brooklyn Bridge. Bill, a hospital administrator, was
supposed to be in New York City going over architectural plans...but to
quote my sister, "..someone called to tell us Bill was back in the
hospital preparing for what would never come---survivors." My cousin,
the EMT, would lose six men from his company when the South Tower came
down.
And I would stand with fellow New York natives where I worked, and watch, and feel helpless.
In the 10 years since that day, I figure that I have been back to NYC
perhaps some 50 or 60 times. Each time, as I approach, I get a bit more
animated, talk a little bit faster, and smile a little more broadly.
Wo-hops in Chinatown, concerts in Central Park, Ty's and Rockbar in The
Village, Sici's in Soho, the pace of the Financial District, The Eagle
in Chelsea, student hostels in Morningside Heights, the
Garment District, Shows and Bubba Gumps in the Theater District, Arcadia Spa and the Filling Station in Chelsea, my old
office and Saturday Night Live studios in Rockefeller Center, The
Boilerroom and funky vintage shops of the Lower East Side & Alphabet
City, taking in the Cloisters at Fort Tryon Park, outside dining and
Tiramisu in Little Italy...and pizza everywhere. I can't get enough.
And in those 10 years, I have been back to Ground Zero at least half a
dozen times. I cry each time, without fail, and I do not expect that
will ever change. Actually, I do more than cry - I fall apart. Yes, it
was an attack on the United States, on western civilization, and on freedom. But for me, it was more than that.
It was an attack on MY city. MY home. MY family. Almost 400 years of
MY ancestor’s footprints on a city that outshines every other city in
the world in its energy, its excellence, its diversity, its drive.
And while others felt they needed to flee New York in the aftermath of
9/11, I had the opposite reaction. Everything in me screamed,
“No one can f*ck with my city like that and get away with it.!”
I may be currently living in New Hampshire, but I am wrapping that up. Someday – soon - I WILL return to my Home.
As Daddy Warbucks sings in “Annie,”
“What is it about you?
You're big - You're loud - You're tough
N.Y.C. - I go years without you
Then I can't get Enough!
Enough of the cab drivers answering back
In the language far from pure
Enough of frankfurters answering back
Brother, you know you're in NYC…
Too busy, Too crazy…
Too hot, Too cold, Too late, I'm sold
Again, On NYC
….Oh NYC
You make 'em all postcards
You crowd, You cramp…You're still the champ
Amen For NYC
The shimmer of Times Square
The pulse, The beat, The drive!
….Oh, NYC
The whole world keeps coming
By bus, By train, You can't explain
Their yen for NYC
NYC
You're standing room only
You crowd, You cramp
You're still the champ
Amen For NYC
A Heart of Gratitude
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*Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for
this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.— 1 Thessalonians 5:16–18*
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